Maybe in a game there will only be two possibilities are victory or defeat but in love? Too many possibilities that arise, but all I know is only happy with love or lose both.
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Park Jin Ae's POV ~ ~
the first time I climbed back my hometown, my heart really messed up. Thousand and one kinds of mixed feelings in my heart, I've been true step current mileage? Slowly I thought back to the past, the past that is too bitter for me to remember. Seoul, is the city where I was born, the town where I was raised, and the city of my years left. Somehow I feel if the swift but time seemed to drag me back.
Plane who had been jumping on takeoff had been a few hours ago, the activity at the airport had already started to decrease, although there are one or two pacing pushing a freight train. I'm still waiting room pensive, since before my eyes incessantly observing every corner around the airport 'already much has changed' I thought. I look at every person passing by in front of me, no one knew my face nor recognize me. Everything feels strange
"Taxi, Agashi ...?" Scolds a skinny old adjhussi.
I looked at the adjhussi moment, adjhussi old mustachioed taxi driver was probably ten who have asked me for pity I nodded in agreement to call up the cab. I walked the trail adjhussi it seemed difficult to carry all my stuff.
Actually my return is not one single person would know that this sudden my return, including eommaku. Honestly have long eomma told me to go home but I always refused with a thousand different reasons. Though all of my refusal only one reason that led to Lee Donghae. But somehow my heart sick enough to remember the name of it again.
I rode a taxi which is running a little slow, I could see from the glass cab if the drizzle began to fall one by one 'looks like the sky is also felt that my heart was crying this time' I thought. I really enjoyed the atmosphere of the city that had long been felt. All had seemed to change, the two skyscrapers seemed to enliven the Seoul city, streets that once decorated a tree just now plus some existing street lights on each side of the road adds to the frenetic city of Seoul.
"Agashi we're going?" Asked adjhussi it woke me from all reverie, akh ~ yes I just remembered if I had not told adjhussi that I will go anywhere.
"Cheongdam to ..." I replied
"Agashi ne ..."
I went back to all my musings. my face out the window, who had been flushed drizzle city has now started to subside.
"Adjhussi can pause ..." I said
"Ne? Agashi here ...? "asked the astonished adjhussi
"Ne, please wait a minute here adjhussi. I'll be right back ... "
"Ne ~ Agashi ..."
I was deliberately stopped briefly near a school building, I do recognize this building. Although it is already a lot has changed, once there is no fence here but now it is 5 years passed. This is the school where I used to go to school and also at the same place that holds many memories for me.
"Agashi, how can I help you ...?" Said someone approached
"Songsaenim .."
"Ne?" Songsaenim looked surprised to see me
"Songsaenim, do you still recognize me ..." I asked
"Park Jin Ae ...?" Songsaenim seem guessing
"Ne, Park Jin Ae songsaenim me ..."
"Aigoo ~ you're very different, you look smaller in the first appeal ..." said Songsaenim made me chuckle.
yes first I was a little more fat than now
"And how your relationship with Lee Donghae ...?"
Degg
why the name was again to be heard, yes, although I can not completely blame songsaenim because Songsaenim may not know everything.
"Ani, I'm not with him anymore songsaenim ..."
"I guess when you both ... very well suited."
"Ne, too bad ..." I replied weakly
"Yes it is, songsaenim I go first. Annyeong ... "
"Ne, annyeong ..."
may adage is true 'as far as any I ran those memories will remain and although an injury but still managed to heal the scars left behind here, in the heart once it hurt'.
"Adjhussi, let's go ..."
"Ne ..."
The taxi drove back still at medium speed memudahkanku to see the sights around.
"Agashi we've been up to ..." exclaimed the adjhussi
"Ne, it adjhussi ..." I said while giving a few bills on the adjhussi
"Gomawo Agashi, whether Agashi need help to carry goods Agashi?" Asked the adjhussi
"Ne ~ gomawo but I'll do yourself ..." I replied.
I sighed for a moment 'I'm back' I thought, my face for a moment a traditional style house that is in front of me. Not feel if 5 years I left this house
"Mian Agashi, how can I help you ...?" Asked me a yoeja
"Ough ~ ne, if the lady of the Park there?" I
"No, let me inter Agashi ~" exclaimed yoeja it again
I followed yoeja it from behind, if I may age yoeja appraiser in front of me was younger than me, he also wears a pretty simple outfit with his hair pigtail two.
"Mian, Agashi can wait here for a second? I will call the mistress Park! "Cried the yoeja
"Jin Ae ..." called a voice that is very, very me know
"Eomma, I miss you !! Bogoshipoyoe ... Choengmal. "
"Why not tell eomma if you're going to go home, so eomma could come ..."
"I want to make a surprise ...." My kekeh
"Eomma, where Appa ??" I asked
"Appa is still working ..."
I was very close to Appa than eomma. Eomma I was a little fussy and firm but the actual figure warm eomma is only decisive way of delivery, and that was why oppaku not feel at home at home
"What do you want to eat something ...?" Asked eomma
"Ani eomma, I want to direct a break ..." I said
"Well, if you want it ..."
I was down the stairs to the upper floor where my room was.
The room is filled with all-purple ornament is indeed my room, my gaze for a moment circulate around the room 'nothing changes' I thought.
My gaze stopped on a photo that is located not far from where I stand now.
I grabbed the photo and a little cleaning, a photo and a yoeja namja who looked very happy. It is obvious from the smile that spread across both lips.
I lay my body on the bed, Comfortable !! I thought. I think with a bit of my departure I can forget my pain but in fact all of my attempts futile. When I saw her picture back in tears especially when I meet him.
Not feel my eyes have been very wet, either since when and how long I started crying and now my eyes feel very dark. Perhaps it is time that made me rush back to the past.
#flash back #
~ Author POV ~
The current atmosphere in the school is looked deserted how not? Currently still at 6:05 so that's normal if there is no passing students. But in contrast with Jin Ae, for him at times
But all of that changed since a namja present in the life of Jin Ae, namja desperately steals Jin ae. With over time ae melted Jin Lee Donghae effort, yes namja it was most famous Lee Donghae namja school. Jin ae unconsciously begin to believe in Lee Donghae, Lee Donghae if he believes betrayed Takan. Even Jin ae dared give what is most important to him as a woman at Donghae. Until now, Donghae decided to continue his studies in Canada, their relationship continues to run well.
However, all began to change, Donghae has been very rarely contact Jin ae. Until then Donghae simply decided unilaterally relationship. Jin slumped ae not want to lose Donghae, when Donghae to go back to seoul. Jin ae really want Donghae back to him, all the ways he did that Donghae would go back to him.
Jin ae now truly miserable, even the self-esteem that he always maintained somewhere now? he literally begging in love with a Lee Donghae who clearly has her fling, even Jin ae to make a fake letter stating that she is pregnant but what Donghae response? He even said
"You'd better look for another namja and you slept with him then you just say it if it was her son ..." Donghae said casually
PLAAAKKK
Jin ae Donghae slapped cheek hard, her heart ached as if torn. He is like a slut in the eyes of Donghae, Donghae once he considered the angel in his life is now ruined his life with ease.
Jin's eyes feel hot ae, who had been tear-resistant it is now finally spilled too. He even sat down on the ground, it feels sad. Donghae is there in front of Jin Ae not a trace of compassion in the heart Donghae, he even rebuked Jin ae wrong.
Rain is now flushed with the swift seoul city, he destroyed nothing left.
Since the incident Jin ae be morose, he no longer care about. Almost 3 times Jin ae trying to end his life but all it succeeded in abort.
Tok..Tok..Tok
someone knocked on the door Jin ae
"Annyeong .." cried the man
"Annyeong ..." Jin replied weakly ae
"Agashi sorry, I deliver it .." cried the man gave an invitation card on Jin ae. That person left who still pensive Jin ae, ae genie slowly opened the invitation and how shocked jin ae.
A wedding invitation with the name
Lee Donghae & Lee Jae Sung
back her tears flowed, he was saddened by lee donghae and now in adding one more person. He really felt betrayed by his best friend in
#flash back end #
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#To Be continue ........................ ..
author: Nuyloveyesung a.k.a Nur'aeni
genre: romance, sad
PS: The author re-appeared with a new ff, if there are readers who feel ever read this story. It is in the adaptation of the novel whose title is the same but the authors do not hijack the story berniak especially plagiarism, I just want to share the story then I change so essentially I'm not plagiarism. Hopefully I can make it nice ff as good as the original novel.
so happy reading and do not forget to comment ^ o ^
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